So went to see a doc regarding the swollen eye which BALLOONED today and its because of some stupid sty I swear it's killing me I hate stuffing cream under my eyelids?!

And I woke up at 5 today again and couldn't go back to sleep 4 days to my O levels and my body is screwing up so lethargic and oh my gosh 24/7 tuition on Tuesday SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT

Today is a pessimistic day and it is also mom's birthday which is supposed to be joyous I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO DINNER

and then locking myself in the room later to watch Personal Taste I think I'm getting used to lmh's face because I do not get jittery and very smiley and happy like I used to :(