:-): October 2010

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Dragon boating tomorrow I HOPE I WON'T GET A TAN OMG OMG OMG NEED TO SLATHER SUN BLOCK LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW MY DOG IS WHINING AND HER FUR IS DROPPING EVERYWHERE HER SKIN EXPOSES MY PACKAGE IS STILL MISSING I NEED IT NOWWWWW............

O LEVEL CHINESE IS IN 13 DAYS MY REPORT CARD CAME IT WAS SO DISAPPOINTING I ALMOST FAINTED SHIZZZZ MY DOG JUST PEED ON MY CARPET?!!?!??! I THINK SHE IS DEPRESSED MOM'S BRINGING HER TO THE VET TOMORROW I CAN'T ACCOMPANY BECAUSE OF BOATING ZZZZOMG I AM SO WORRIED.

SERIOUSLY I cannot wait for post exams!!!! 3 hours of chinese lesson every day SOMEBODY JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY thank goodness mom is kind of resigned and just tells me to try my best and I think I'm going to drop physics I CANNOT COPE life sucks i really need to stop shopping online and eating tim tams and magnums my mind is a whirrrrrrrrrrl blogging isn't fun at all neither is reading this shizzz good night

p.s. started tumblring again it is an amazing feeling my hair is wet and dripping all over the trackpad

Life is sooooo uneventful and boring there really isn't anything to do apart from school (which I have really come to abhor...) and dreading school next week because every day gas a 3h chinese period which is so (!!)

Doggy has some eye thingy and probably has to go for an op I am afraid and sad really don't know why this happens we administer eye drop every day?!!? Anyway she just had a hair cut and looking as lovely as ever! ^^

RB parcel finally arrived but only one came so frustrating after waiting forever there's still another one to wait for ok I know this is really haphazard and weird but I really cannot organise my thoughts and I have photos but they take SO LONG to upload I am lazy I need to be fairer he he he he I NEED SOME MILK TEA SOMEBODY SAVE ME

If you hate what I'm doing I don't really care!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA

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Finished Personal Taste last week in like 3 days and rewatched almost the whole thing in the same 3 days ha ha ha don't know why I'm so hooked Sam and Shan both swear it's because it's probably my first korean drama that's why but oh well! Everyone's asking me to watch playful kiss because of khj but I don't know I'm afraid I can't stop once I start?

Went over to Sam's new house yesterday it's really pretty and open and everything ahhhhh :-):-):----) And Shan and I went kookoo over lmh and khj he he he he don't know how Sam stays so neutral and everything and we gave Sam a free haircut which was pretty fun! :) Think the girl looks sooooo cute with her bangs heh heh heh heh kind of miss having bangs and all but my stupid hair takes so long to grow out doubt I'll ever cut it again and now I'm having a hard time resisting rewatching pt again hahahahahahah!

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I think I've gone a bit crazy because I gave school and cca a miss to watch Personal Taste ha ha ha sorry Lee Min Ho is so cute and really sweet mmhmmm hate it when I'm glued to youtube because I don't take note of anything that's happening and now after I'm done with watching I feel so disconnected from everything else...

Cca camp later which I have to go for seeing that I have already skipped the previous year's ha ha ha dreading the prospect of camp probably because I want longer sleeping hours and I hate drills(!!!!!!) but the psi level is high so no outdoor activities... Maybe no drilling?! Ok I can go on wishing hmm hmmm hmmmmmmmm.

Photos by Charmaine via her lomo-fisheye! :)

Today we received some results back and I guess they were all very unsatisfactory and it really makes me feel so sad to know that I have once again disappointed my parents and tutors. Everyone puts in so much effort to ensure I receive adequate help, everyone trusts me to do okay but I do not reciprocate all their hard work and effort and produce shitty results instead...

Mom just called back from London and I told her my results and I could really tell she was really disappointed and everything and it sucks even more that she's been bringing me out to shop and paying for all my online shopping and this is what she gets... I hate failing all the time and I hate how, since mid years, I have never improved at all but instead been going downhill all the way. I'm not even exaggerating, it's scary. Ms Khoo even said my history was a freakish performance I don't get it why do I misinterpret all the questions and that includes english too. Misinterpreted the format, too many sentence separation errors... Why can't I use fullstops instead of commas I don't know every thing is a whirl and tomorrow more papers will be returned and more disappointment, anger and regret will ensue. Lit was a disaster as I could not really get what the poem what about; Physics was... I really didn't know what was happening; I always fail chem; I always fail comprehensions OK I really should not expect anything form tomorrow sorry for being emo like a nemo goodbye

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Photo from Charmaine to show you guys the fisheye photos we took while she came over! I love the fisheye thing looks so cute although it makes you look round and all :)